Lets face it. Georgia weather is more unpredictable than a cat. Just when I was really starting to enjoy this early spring weather, it not only turns "cold" (after almost a month of 70-80's temps, 40-50 degrees feels fa-reezing!) its has been so gloomy and rainy and blaaah. Now with the business I work in, spring and summer storms can mean busy busy for me at my job, but it doesnt mean I don't love and miss that sunshine when its gone.
But im not gonna let "cold" wet weather change my plans or my mind set. I've been so focused lately. And not just on one thing, on a lot of things, which has turned out to be a stressful pain in my ass! The hubs tells me I get obsessive about things. Well I am starting to see it and accept that now. I'm very much so the type of person that wants something done, I want it done NOW. Call it a flaw if you will, I call it getting shit done! But unfortunetly I usually can't stay focused long enough to completely finish what im "wanting done now" I get it half way there and forget about it for 3 months. UUUUGGGGHHH. I annoy even myself sometimes!
I've been pre occupied lately and havent felt much like blogging, I kind of haven't been able to really find the time to blog. I honestly don't think I've felt like blogging tho because I've felt a little bit like a "failure". I have about 10 started posts that are just waiting to be edited and posted to my blog. Why haven't I finished them and posted them to my blog yet? That whole not being able to stay focused long enough to finish what I start thing that I talked about earlier, yeah thats why. And the fact I have about a million things I'm doing and or wanting to do right now has me stressed out. grrr. But I've decided NO MORE! No more stressing over things I usually enjoy doing. If something doesn't get done, guess what? Its NOT the end of the world :-) What a relief! Theres no time limit (at least not for me) on doing crafts and projects, or still placing things where they belong in the house, or even cleaning. If my basketball sized hair balls flowing in the breeze across my floors dont get vacuumed regularly, I still may freak because thats gross and makes me want to vomit (thank you Dexter for shedding unGodly amounts, even after being ferminated twice a week! AND mom if your reading this, I'll return your ferminator ASAP, I'm sure Dakota is getting ready if not already exploding with hair worse than Dexter!) So I guess maybe there's a time limit on vacuming, but that's ok. My goal in the next month is to finish editing all of my half way there posts and puting them on my blog. So that means, finishing all the things I've started AND NOT STARTING ANYTHING NEW. Focusing on thoughts I have and things I have to say, and expressing them either here or in my little side project I have going (aka brainstorming and attempting to write a book) No moving furniture up 2 flights of stairs or any of that shites.
Also enjoying life more.
I have felt so incredibly busy the first 3 months of this year, I feel like I missed a lot. I need to slow down and feel the rain on my skin :-)
I went to Florida for a long weekend last weekend to see my sister-in-law and the kids. I had so much fun. They live about 10 minutes from Destin. Its awesome and I was so glad I went and can't wait to go back soon! I took a bunch of fun pictures of the kids Ill have to post later :-) When I got home, I opened the garage and waiting right where my car should go was a brand new bike! The hubs suprised me and what an incredible feeling. He was thinking about me while I was gone and got me something I've been wanting for a long while. Watch out neighbors, me and Savannah are gonna be let loose with our bikes in the n'hood (Side note: if you are driving and see me please be wary of me. I havent riden a bike in 10+ years. Im wobbely ok!!)
It has a bottle opener AND a cup holder for my beer soda ;-) Zach knows me so well!
Stay tuned for a new (seriously almost ALMOST done) master bedroom and new (again, seriously almost ALMOST done this time) dinning room! And some funness in between. :-)
Smile a few times today!
(***P.S. friends and family that live near, house warming/just a fun time party coming up soon! We're almost working with presentable material here.***)
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